If you remember, Tsaeb, I had a dream about you a long time ago. I actually don't remember the dream at all anymore, but I remember that you were hurt or upset or something and I was worried about you, which is why I posted a question checking to see if you were okay.
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Sarai: I am glad that you reminded me of that period. Truly, what I went through would have caused another person to commit suicide, hit the bottle, OD, or the like. I think that I merely felt very grieved at my worst, still able to function. I since read that I likely had a threshold depression. Maybe that's what you just passed through yourself, and I did e-mail you about same. Sometimes life throws us such an overwhelming curveball that it takes us longer than usual to summon up the totality of our resourcefulness. Anyway, the best part of that period is that I have been able to help many who I otherwise would never have known needed my help let alone have known that I would be the one to help them. It reminds me of Paul saying, "When I am weak, then I am strong." Wisdom can come in unexpected ways, but its rewards eventually (perhaps after healing) outweigh its costs.