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How did the tests go today?
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I have been avoiding this topic until I had good news...Well, I have good news.  The biopsy showed I had pre cancer but when I saw the surgeon, she said it was cancer, Ductal Carcinoma. I had a lumpectomy done this pass Wednesday and Friday was told they got it all. I still will have to have 6 weeks of radiation and possibly medication..BUT..I'm alright. I'll have to have mammograms done more frequently....I will still be very cautious. The worst part, to be honest, was the depression. I was put on antidepressants but to be honest, I was ready for a padded room. I have never in my life had such feelings of hopelessness, sadness, and yes, wanting to die. Rudy, Jody, my son, my sister, Joyce, and niece Sheron and dear friends, Rita, Daniele, David, Diane, Judy, Chris, Yafa, Nellie...lots more, tried to keep me going but now I understand, how when you are depressed, nothing matters, except wanting to be numb..wanting the feeling to go away any way possible. I never want those feeling again. I understand now, I can sympathize with those who deal with depression every day. I feel wonderful. Things I thought were SO important, aren't anymore and things I thought were not important, are...make since? It's a beautiful day to be alive!!! 
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| Posts: 3703 | Location: The beautiful Bayou State of Louisiana | Registered: 06-03-02 |    |
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Wow, Gin....
I am so glad you are feeling better now. I have been struggling with depression myself, and know that feeling pretty well.
Congrats that things are being taken care of!
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I had gone through lobular carcinoma in situ, which did not require radiation. It is true that I walk around with some breasts' calcifications which are not suspicious until revealed so by self-examination or mammogram. Other than performing monthly self-examination and getting a yearly mammogram followed by a doctor's examination, I suggest that you assess your lifestyle to make the chances of a new occurrence minimal or zero. Begin by eating a low-fat diet. Since you also claim to have suffered depression, I think that you can benefit from some sort of support group and from getting literature, etc. from national cancer groups. Ask about these groups at your hospital. On a positive note, I have had no new occurrence of breast cancer for over 10 years, but everyone who has had any cancer must be monitored closely on a continuing basis. I have had some more recent skin cancer bouts. Research has shown that to fight cancer, it is better to have a fighting attitude than a depressed one. So I am glad that you now better know the value of life's offerings.
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Gin, I am so happy you are feeling better. Depression is an insidious feeling... sapping you of strength and resolve. We are here for you if you ever need to talk.
Sher
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